nazariblu: (Dean Winchester)

Putting words to the page is a hard thing to do for some like me. Every time I try to put cohesive sentences together my brain gets all jumbled and I forget how to string words together. So I am trying this whole write whatever comes to my head thing. This can be difficult to because sometimes I tend to over think things that should just come naturally but for some reason that doesn’t happen very often for me. Its like I have this brain blockage that only appears when I would like to be creative in some way. I don’t know how to fix it. I mean I do the usual stuff google prompts to help start stories and poems but nothing seems to help. The poems that I do start take forever to finish  as do the stories that I start, well thats if I finish them at all. I really don’t know what to do about it. Writing use to be such a big part of how i define myself that without it I feel lost and alone. Yea,I know normal people read this and they think I’m being melodramatic but I’m not I promise. I just have been alone most of my life,being an only child and feeling like the few friends I did have didn’t know me at all, yea gets a little lonely. Writing was my escape from reality and into my own little world, that looked something like wonderland. I was an amazing place and I  miss it so much but I can’t get back there and it sucks. I want to be able to vintner their whenever I want, see the sights,meet the  characters, add new characters. I read a lot these stories about some of my favorite characters and I wonder how they keep their writing Mojo going. I wonder what makes them so much different from me. What do they have that I don’t? Why can they produce such amazing things while I can barely write my name. I really don’t think these questions will be answered ever but I still wonder. I dope this exercise helps me gain my skills back because I still feel alone in a see of people and I want to expel these feelings into woods and make it all better. I want to finally feel free of all of this pain that I feel. I want to enjoy life again. (10-14-2013 3:30am)

nazariblu: (Aria)

Title: My One and Only

Fandom(s): Pll

Characters: Mona, Hanna,Mentions(Emily,Aria,Caleb,Toby,Spencer)

Pairing(s): Hanna/Emily(mentioned), Mona/Hanna(InMona’sHead)

Rating: PG

Summary: When you find your true love everything is supposed to fall into place.  Things are supposed to be perfect. Right? So what happens when your one true love tells you that she’s in love with someone else.

Genre: Angst,Alternate Universe, Hurt/Comfort

Disclaimer: These characters are not mine. They belong to abc family and the author of the Pretty Little Liars book series.

Word Count: 757

Author’s note: Hope you guys enjoy.


MOAO )

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Out of my mind chapters will consist of random thoughts and feelings that come to me. I want to share with you guys whats some of my everyday thoughts are. I hope you guys enjoy a look inside my head.


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